so i dont have much to say. but alot is going on in my soul. i dont have as much faith as i'll need for this upcoming chapter in my family's life. nick with the new internship and trusting that ALL of our finances will come through that... and enough to move out of our parents house. and school. theres just alot that i'm trying to process. yet at the same time i'm not sure what God wants me to actually process. "God's already told me everythings gonna be okay". It's His deal anyway.
I wouldn't say that I'm worried...just um, thinking about it alot. and wondering what its going to look like and if we'll be okay.
So just to let everyone know: I am a wreck this week...or two. Ethan turned one years old yesterday and I've spent the whole entire weekend crying or just plain pissy. I wish I could do this year all over again. Not because there are things I would change (everyone says that right?) but because I am just head-over-heels in love with that little man.
Its looking like I am going to be that mom that never lets her kids leave the house...
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