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i wasn’t deserving,
but He made me so

“He will cover you with his feathers, and under his wings you will find refuge;
his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart”… Ps.91:4

HE WILL BE OUR FAITH. HIS faithfulness. not ours:

“What if some did not have faith? Will their lack of faith nullify God’s faithfulness?”.. Rom.3:3

so i dont have much to say. but alot is going on in my soul.
i dont have as much faith as i’ll need for this upcoming chapter
in my family’s life. nick with the new internship and trusting that
ALL of our finances will come through that… and enough to move out
of our parents house. and school.
theres just alot that i’m trying to process.
yet at the same time i’m not sure what God wants me to actually
process. “God’s already told me everythings gonna be okay”.
It’s
His deal anyway.

I wouldn’t say that I’m worried…just um, thinking about it alot.
and wondering what its going to look like and if we’ll be okay.

maybe that is worry

So just to let everyone know: I am a wreck this week…or two.
Ethan turned one years old yesterday and I’ve spent the whole entire
weekend crying or just plain pissy. I wish I could do this year all over again.
Not because there are things I would change (everyone says that right?)
but because I am just head-over-heels in love with that little man.

Its looking like I am going to be that mom that never lets her kids leave
the house…

When I registered at Metro last week, my advisor was a “stanley” look-alike, I swear.
needless to say He acted like he could give a shit about me…He asked me 3 different times,
“ok, what do you need from me?”
“I need to figure out what classes to take”…duh,right?
i guess not.

so friday I’m gonna meet with a UNO advisor. From the 3 min phone call it sounded like he DID
care AND wanted to help! I about cried on the phone. almost.
anyway. I feel much better now.

so I am fed up wasting time and being lame.
so to battle against that I am going to school.
I’ve never been to a “real” school so I’m kinda freaked
about it, just to be honest here. but my baby cousin just
graduated high school and is going tomorrow for her
placement test and I will be going as well. sounds pretty lame.
but again, I’m trying to not freak out here.

I just want my kid to be proud of his mom.

spend wisely.
we get to buy diapers and mothers day gifts.
and savings too!

(quote: little rascals)

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so yeah, I’m pretty sure that I am addicted to the office trivia on facebook.